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 Zhuhai diary 4 (12th January 2008, 21:49)
I don’t know what’s wrong, but the more peaceful it is, the more insecure I feel, always thinking that something bad is about to happen. This is my feeling in this period of time; maybe it’s because of many things that took place in previous times changed my perception, and so I felt like I need to be alert and careful even during stable and peaceful times or tragedy might strike if I don’t take notice.
Using one of my journalist friend’s words, my brain is constipated recently. Not only is there nothing interesting to write about, I have no mood to write too. I did take time out a few times to write my blog, but still gave up in the end, I’m so terribly sorry. Unknowingly, it has been half a month since I last updated my blog, no special feelings, just that it once again proved that when you’re stolid, time passes away faster than usual. We will be leaving Zhuhai tomorrow; so on the last night here, my teammates came to find me to join in their events, so as to leave some beautiful memories for this training in Zhuhai. But I rejected every one of them, using the sentence that I always use to deal with them: Yours truly is not feeling well tonight, and have no mood to bother about you all, so just stand one side and chill.
Actually, the main reason is because going out of this irritating place is just too…troublesome -_-“
(Once, Boss and I waited at the road for 25 minutes, but there was not even a sight of one car, isn’t it irritating?)
New Year’s Day was the same this year too, I eat when it’s time to eat and I sleep when it’s time to sleep. After playing in the upcoming tournament and then returning to Beijing, it’s time to celebrate the New Year again, and once more, I don’t have any special feelings, maybe everyone is too busy preparing for the New Year, resting and playing. So let me criticize myself here, firstly, I forgot to wish everyone a Happy New Year, I will make up for it on Chinese New Year! Secondly, I’m really sorry that this blog article is so terribly written, constipation! Constipation!
Chen Yu’s blog:
http://chenyu1980.blog.sohu.com/
Translated by Pearlyn KWANG,
Blogs Translator, Badzine Correspondent (SIN).
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